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life.

2012-02-07T22:32:00.002+08:00

i wonder what is it about life. it's like we study, work, earn money, use the money for medical bills, die. you can hardly even enjoy the money you've earn. when you're old, you can't take roller coasters, bungee jumping, stuff like that. but when we're young, we don't have the money to do so (unless parents provide). just some random thoughts about life when i was talking to my director. like talking to him. eventhough, there are lots of unhappiness going on in the class between classmates or lecturers, i'm glad that at least there's a nice director. :) hehe.

barbie quotes are so inspiring. HAHA. whenever i watch barbie movies, it's like the negativity of the world doesn't exist. all you gotta do is to defeat one villain, and the villain is like simple villain, shallow thinking villain, so it's like so possible to beat it and then we'll all live happily ever after. how nice :D and everything is so nice there. there isn't any mosquitos, cockroach, worms in the grass and the grass is always so smooth, awesome weather, everyone's so happy helping each other out. HAHA. oh well. living in my fairytale.

get moving on.

courage

2012-02-03T21:54:00.000+08:00

more barbie quotes :) hehe

it never takes too long.

le coolkidzxzx

2012-01-31T18:26:00.001+08:00

just barely a week an a half left. let's gogogo! JIAYOU :D

GG.

2012-01-27T00:13:00.016+08:00

so everyone know GG stand for good game and i check the slang meaning and it means

exclamation: a way of resignedly expressing one's own defeat or disgust with a situation. often followed by the object in question.

so it's kinda negative. i'm not sure if anyone saw it before but it can also mean God's grace. ;) and it can be used like this, i didn't study for my test today, gg. (God's grace) instead of good game. HAHAHA. is this called a revelation? hehe

so many events not posted! it kinda lagged from christmas. HAHA so a brief post from then till now :)

christmas celebration at vera's house. cook team cooked and the rest waited to be served. HAHAHA. keeeding. did gift exchange! i love gift exchanges. so funnn :3 hehe

next christmas celebration with poly mates at orchard :) we did gift exchange too! hehehe. wondered aimlessly and orchard was filled with people. not a very good idea to go down town during a festive celebration. dislike crowded places :| huhu

yet another christmas! :) at the indoor stadium for service. took part in a tiny role for performance. the last time i participated in a performance in church was in vfc and i was a pear tree. HAHA. and we were singing the 'partridge in a pear tree' song. couldn't remember much though. ahhh. memories.

welcoming sheshe back from abu dhabi :) sheshe was gone for super long that she missed all the christmas celebrations. awwww.

sending lynn off! after sheshe came back, lynn had to go of to france for intern. awww. such a short time after she joined cg then she had to leave. and it's like for half a year! in france! like uber cool. become some french speaking angmo when you come back. HAHA. and the best part bout this trip was the lorry ride back on ahhui's dad's lorry. HEHE. super funnn :D totally enjoyed the whole ride. hahaha. and it's a very good spot to emo, the back of the lorry. LOLLL

new year countdown at lulu's house! super awesome. midnight swimming, rolling on the floor, climbing structures, partying, watching movies, stupid conversations, everything crazy. hehehe.

dinner with the porks after a SUPER LONGGGG time. was suppose to meet during christmas but everyone was busy with their own stuff :( so we dragged it till like before chinese new year. and i received my christmas present during then. HAHA. new year present. but as usual, i had an awesome timeeeeeee :D hehehehe.

random after church picture with bet and our baggu bags! :D hehehe

outing with van, nich and nich's friends at rp and sushi buffet with le coolkidzxzx after that :) hehe. look at the facilities rp has. we were so bored at school so we went to rp's open house, act likeasecondaryschoolkiddo. HAHA

chu-er at sam's and crashing dean's. that day was super impromptu. watched a movie at sam's like the previous time we went there. HAHA. slacked around. and happy was okay with me this time! finallyyyyy and i got a picture with him! hehe :) happy. HAHA. took a bus down to dean's and met lester and janey there! they had like a super huge church people gathering there. like so different from my new year. an eye opener. LOLLL

so that's all to it! super longgg and outdated from christmas. during christmas was like outings after outings. super packed but i likey! :D

i wonder if the world will end in 2012.

to coolkidzxzx

2012-01-24T01:26:00.002+08:00

thank you coolkidzxzxzx for wanting to find my tumblr so badly. but i won't tell you. HEHE. so this is dedicated to you coolkidzxzxzx. <3

you don't have to find it you know :3

grace.

2012-01-19T01:30:00.004+08:00

FINALLY, after so much skipping of meals and sleep. it's done. all i can do now is to depend on Jesus. only God's grace can salvage this project. if i get an A, it's a miracle. which i believe will happen. AMEN. :D

1.30am. GOODNIGHT.

i want to get an A.

signs.

2012-01-16T02:42:00.004+08:00

the word is the sign that leads me.

but somehow, i wished God made those signs easier to read. whenever i read the bible, i'd be like, what's going on. oh well, i'll continue asking that i'll understand. haha

project is coming to an end. and i'm excited. :)

come on! push it! it's coming to the end. GIVE IT YOUR ALL.

life-cycle.

2012-01-14T22:48:00.004+08:00

you know, I HATE THE BLACK BIRDS THAT ATE MY BABY HAMSTERS! how can they :( i think about 10 got eaten up by 4 of that black local birds you see everywhere around here. my dad saw the birds and chased them out, but so many of them were already missing. i wasn't around. argh. :| boooooooo. there are still survivors. and today when i was eating in the living room, i saw THE BLACK BIRD. it rested on my window and i totally shoo-ed it away. argh. now my dad covers the containers, but poor hammies have lesser fresh air when we're asleep. gotta get some fence soon.

soon, it will all end.

the final lap.

2012-01-09T23:08:00.003+08:00

decided to blog abit cause i'm totally not doing my work and getting so distracted by every single thing around me. :| recently this fyp of mine have been causing lots of problems for me lately :( it's kinda hard to stay positive in this period. i guess this is the 40-day trial given to me, which i have to conquer and be stronger than ever before. i've even doubted God not long ago, but He never leaves me and i know it cause he showed me this-

flipped through the bible yesterday out of nowhere which was kinda surprising cause i don't read books, and definitely not a bible. and i got to this passage in Haggai.

'be strong, and work, for I am with you. do not fear.'

this is what i caught when i was reading. although i don't know in what context these verses are for cause i don't read bibles. even if it's like totally out of context i would not know either. HAHA. but ohwell. to me, it meant keep going on working on your project! do not fear for God is with me :) felt more comforted after that, but i definitely feel the tension still, cause of the flesh. bleh. anyway, it's the final project. CHIONG AH!

and something random happened when i was going back from school today. there was this guy who entered the train at amk station then he stood opposite me. didn't pay much attention to him until i saw a flash and heard a 'ka-cha' sound from this handphone. apparently, he was 'secretly' trying to take a photo of my shoes. HAHAHA. not so secret afterall. it was kinda awkward after that. LOLLL. he kept looking on the floor and his phone and act as if nothing happened. hahaha. wanted to laugh but i was alone so i held that thought if not i'll look like a total lunatic laughing to myself. nah! this photo for you, whoever you are. i'm sure you didn't get a good shot of it. HAHAHA

a thousand questions.

is anybody out there.

2012-01-07T23:05:00.000+08:00

let go.

unceasing fruitfulness

2012-01-02T23:38:00.003+08:00

the theme for this year is unceasing fruitfulness. but somehow, what i caught from my first sermon on 01012012 was something else. HAHA. pastor said something like

everything we do, prospers. but if we do nothing, nothing prospers.

i've been doing nothing. and nothing is prospering :( in terms of my fyp. I REALLY NEED GOD'S GRACE NOW. 2 weeks, nothing done. only God can salvage this disaster. but nevertheless, this 2 weeks have been awesome. christmas, the last hour of 2011, the first hour of 2012, were all great. thank God for awesome friends :) will blog bout those event another time ;)

i need a miracle.

sarah

2011-12-29T16:08:00.002+08:00

this is hilarious. my sister was playing my dad's iphone, in the toilet. locked door. HAHA. i didn't realize it until i cannot find my dad's phone. then i was guessing that she'll probably be hogging on to it. and so i took my house phone and dialed my dad's number and pass the phone to my dad. then me and my dad ambushed outside the toilet. and true enough. RINGGGGGGRINGGGGG coming out from the toilet. HAHAHAHA. my sister opened the door wanting to find my dad to give my dad the phone cause it was ringing, and then she realized that it was us who were calling her. and now she's crying cause she got found out. HAHAHA AWWWWWWWW. SO FUNNYYYYYY

#100. BYE RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME :'(

2011-12-27T01:52:00.002+08:00

although it's 2 days late, but for sheshe who missed out christmas with us ;)

i guess it's just one way.

#99. God has path the way for me this year.

2011-12-24T22:39:00.021+08:00

so before christmas, i would like to share testimonies. things i wanna thank god for this year ;) hehe. there are like so so SO many things to thank the Lord for this year. it's been amazing. one of the best so far, and yet to come! :)

so one of the major events that happened this year was camp during june :) just so happen, i had my internship during the dates that camp is on. at first, i was like so worried i can't go for camp. so everyone had to sign up early to get to camp, so obviously i didn't sign up cause i asked my teacher in charge, whether i could go for my church camp, then she said no, cause by right it's still a school week, then i asked whether i could still go if the boss of my internship company allowed me to go, then she said no also. gosh. dunno what's wrong with her. BLESS HER. hahahaha. oh well. so i went for work as per usual, and i was still believing for a miracle to happen, although i didn't sign up for the camp. haha. like 50 50 faith. lolll. so the days of the camp were coming closer, and of course i was loosing faith and stuff, so i was like hack care, don't care already. and i was thinking that God will place me wherever it's best for me, even if it's not at camp. so during this period of time, i had off-in-lieu, cause there were many sundays and saturdays i had to go back to help out. and just so happen, i had 4 days off. FOUR. EXACTLY. no more no less. the exact days needed for me to go for camp. so i asked my supervisor if i could take off for the days during my camp, then she allowed me to take eventhough there is an event i needed to help out for two days during the four days i was taking off on. it's like :O so now, managed to get off in company BUT did not sign up, so i still can't secure a place in camp cause i didn't pay. panicpanic. contacted leonard my cgl to ask him for help. then he contacted amy who was in charge of camp. it was like on the next day, i received a text/call from her, asking me to attend camp briefing. OMG SERIOUSLY I WAS SUPER DUPER HAPPY. it's like, i can totally remember the moment. then i went for camp briefing and everything fell into place. and camp was, totally awesome. my first church camp. AWESOME. i can still remember all the events that happened during that short 4 days. everyday passed so quickly and it was super carefree. no burdens. just sermon packed, and fun and games, and definitely much much bonding :) and it was my first church camp, and pastor came. how awesome. first and yet so much more. they said that this is the first youth camp that pastor came to. it's like so awesome, my first camp and pastor came. hehe. and what he preached was like speaking to me. i think it's really suitable for me. God knows what i need definitely. i opened up to people around, got to know more people. and totally had fun. awwww. I MISS CAMP :( really looking forward to the one next year!

next is my internship company! haha. cause they let me go for camp ;) hehe. they're nice people also. found out that there were two other christian colleagues and we talked about God. how awesomeee. God's everywhere even at work! :D although i dislike their working hours from 9 to 7 which is longer than alot of the other classmates, but working there was quite fun :) we stayed overnight at the museum. NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM. hahaha! helped out in other events, do exhibition, visit other museum, etc etc. which internship company allows you to visit other museum while at work? haha. kinda awesome :) and i entered with szemin so i'm not alone at the company. and the best thing is that, I HAVE DIRECT BUS HOME. YOU KNOW HOW RARE IS THAT????? HAHAHAHA. super duper uber rareeee. so i'm like super duper uber happyyyy. HEHEHE. and it takes me 10 minutes plus minus to get there by train. hoho. likeanearonly. and we even made friends with the fruit juice auntie opposite the museum and also the other auntie working at the other museum and the part timers working in the museum and other museums. likeafriendlyonly. HAHA

next is the guangzhou exchange i had in june also. would have never expect the whole trip to be so enjoyable. whatever happened, i'm sure it's God's plan. totally bonded with my poly friends. never felt like that before. all the sharing, same experiences, monkeying around, doing lame stuff, watching idol dramas on china tv eventhough we have watched it before, crashing each other's room, braving the heat whenever we step out of the aircon room, rushing down to the bus when we're late, climbing the stairs all the way up to the 5th floor back to our dorms, etcetc. hahaha. it was super fun. lots of shopping and super good buys ;) HEHE

and not forgetting the most awesome tv series VAMPIRE DAIRIES that was introduced to me this year also. by my dear friend donkeykong at the bottom HAHA. those who haven't watched it yet, PLEASE DO. NO REGRETS ;) THANK GOD FOR LETTING ME KNOW ABOUT THIS SERIES :D LOLLL

and thank God for placing me in my cg! all the friends and bonding and love ;) likeafamily. and thank God for letting me open up. i don't really talk much last time, but now i can talk to many many people and i can sing out with some of my friends alr, although it's still soft and not many people hears it. hehe. but i think this the place is where i grew most :)

and thank God for giving me the guts to take roller coasters by myself so that i don't waste money HAHAHA. but it's still fun. met people taking the rides as well so it wasn't too bad, although i was screaming with people i don't know. LOLLL. it's something new.

and my baptism! my new birth! :D hehehe. Eleora- God is my Light

and last but not least! my friends who have been there since secondary school! :D thank God for placing them in my life. thank God for allowing me to transfer school to kcp so that i can meet these amazing friends whom i treasure very much :D all the crazy stuffs we do but we're oblivious hehe. love chuuuu <3

THANK GOD FOR EVERYTHING. FAMILY. FRIENDS. FOR SENDING HIS ONE AND ONLY PRECIOUS SON DOWN TO DIE FOR ALL OF OUR SINS. <3

M E R R Y B L E S S E D H A P P Y C H R I S T M A S

#98. yonghwa's my ideal type!

2011-12-20T21:11:00.003+08:00

HEHEHE. YONGHWAAAAAAAA. although this title has totally no link with what i'm about to post. but yonghwa's so cuteee :) hehehe.

so went to a&f's opening, which is the last day where all the hunky guys would be standing outside the shop along orchard road parading their muscles. HAHAHA. and since it's the last day, i guess we get to take a polaroid picture with the muscle man. totally witness a fairytale that day.

i typed out a chunk of word just now but when it refreshed it was all gone i am lazy to type it again :( booo. so pictures next. let's see if i'm hardworking enough to do it the next time.

when will mine come?

#97. i love christmas :)

2011-12-14T16:53:00.002+08:00

christmas is gonna be here really really soon. :) i really hope i get to enjoy this christmas and not be so stuck in fyp. everything is just chunked together and i can say it's not going very smoothly for me. but i know it'll all work out for me because i have a God who is able. my faith is as small as a mustard seed but God's faith is unyielding so everything will be alright :) whenever i go to tumblr, it's all like christmas-y all those pretty lights, trees covered in snow, green and red, everything's christmas in there. hehehe. which makes me so excited :D weeeee. can't wait! last but not least, ending off with another barbie quote ;)

it's not about my faith, but yours.

#96. random facts about me is ending soon!

2011-12-11T00:13:00.007+08:00

mini celebration with mini cupcakes! ate at astons then went to celebrate momo's and lulu's birthday :) hehe. it was a totally happy event. i was laughing till i was abit dizzy. in the day, presentation didn't turn out well. it was the worst in my entire 3 years there i can say. but God made my day end up well :) still can't forget about the presentation though, but, I AM GONNA HACK CARE. PUI. GOGO AWAY. hahaha. wish everyday was just like legacy camp. all i care about is waking up on time for service. everyday jam pack with sermons and the day would pass in a flash. totally missing it now :( this is reality i am in now. BUT I'M NOT OF THE WORLD AMEN. gosh, it's hard to stay positive in these kind of situations :/ back to happy thoughts! so we celebrated at gongcha with 2 tiny cupcakes. one for each birthday peep.

BIRTHDAY GIRL! LULU

BIRTHDAY BOY! MOMO and his present

and sheshe gave the girls each a carebear! with chupachups! with card! and a candy cane! :) hehe. THANK YOU SHESHE. although i'm not a fan of soft toy, but i like presents, so i like it :) hehehe. the sad guys only got a candy cane. awwww.

somemore photos! totally in christmas mood now :) which is BAD :( project not over yet! hahaha. oh wellzxzx.

ending off with lulu the tweety birdy! :)

i'm giving it all to you. i'll put it all in your hands.

#95. life's good but it can be better :)

2011-11-20T22:15:00.002+08:00

what else can i say? HEHE. oh and the puppet show was great, and i even got her signature and photo. i'm officially a fan ;) hahaha

less of self, more of Jesus.

#94. i like flat phones, wallet, laptop, etc. HAHA

2011-11-16T11:26:00.013+08:00

recently, there's alot happening but i'm too lazy to blog hehe. so this will be a cha-pa-lang post. everything together. hahahaha.

first up! in school on a random day spamming photos. i'll admit iphone is kinda fun with all the applications but i still don't like them, probably cause it's touch screen. anti-touch screen! hahaha. i like buttons, it feels more like a phone. lol joke.

me and ahhui also spammed some before arrow some time backk. hahaha.

this was some time back at coffeeclub with nono, sandy, manda. not exactly what we planned cause all the vouchers couldn't be used. haha. everyone like blur sotong, enter the shop, so happy sit down, thought got good deal. HAHA. oh well. the food was kinda okay. unique stuffs in the menu, but the service like ultra fail. no one actually sees us when we raise up our hands to order, maybe cause we're kids?! they only serve rich high class angmos?! awww. haha. just kidding.

this day was a tiring day. but eventful. went hougang's kbox, and pool. the first kbox room me and yunwen entered was like ultra small sia. the screen right at your face. haha. then we asked them for a bigger room cause ah cyl and ah min was coing and confirm cannot squeeze 4 ppl one that room. like ultra small. should have taken a pictures of that room. haha. then the next room was like big. one of the biggest room i entered for kbox. hehe. kinda awesome. then went next door for 2 hours of pool haha. super long never played pool. then went for dinner then home sweet home :)

last but not least, lester's 21st! rainbow happy happy :) hehe. i painted rainbow nails for this also! hohoho. happy happy day. weeee. but not really to plan but i'll say i still enjoyed it nevertheless :)

and.......

time for more barbie quotes! HAHAHA. if you don't like barbie... then... errr... I DON'T CARE. HAHAHA. i extremely love barbie movie. totally brings you out of the real world into innocent barbie world. HAHA. gosh, i sound like i'm a sicko.

i think it's just the thoughts.

#93. i need wisdom from god to make wise choices.

2011-11-10T23:27:00.002+08:00

i don't know what to do. it's a chance, but it's back to boldness again. i need lots of wisdom and favor and everything for this. amen!

randome picture BUT LOOK HOW PERFECT IS THIS DOLL. too human looking. wonder how it'll be like if i looked like this barbie. HAHA

#92. I LOVE BARBIE MOVIES! ♥

2011-11-09T23:04:00.000+08:00

i love the barbie quotes at the end of each barbie movie. when watching barbie, it's like not reality, everyone is kind hearted, pretty, perfect. even the bad guys are not as bad like the real world. haha. to me la. and they always live happily ever after. awwww :D hehehehe. #foreverlivinginbarbieworld

guess it's that way.

#91. i think i can say tvd's my fav series :)

2011-11-08T00:45:00.002+08:00

hehe. this's my favorite part of tvd. probably cause i was waiting so long for season 3 and this is the ending part of season 3's episode 1. why can't tvd come out like 7 days a week so i won't have to wait so long for each episode. HAHA. this part's like AWWWWWWWW. :'( look at stefan's face. OMG. :'( it makes me wanna cry :'( awwwwwwwwww.

sometimes. just sometimes.

#90. without God, i am nothing.

2011-10-26T14:37:00.003+08:00

"There's gonna be times in your life when people tell you that you can't do something.

And there's gonna be times in your life when people say that you can't live your dreams.

And there's gonna be times in your life when people say that you can't sell out Madison Square Garden.

This is what i tell 'em...

Never say never." - Justin Bieber

just finished watching justin bieber movie. haha. my sissie kinda have it for quite some time already, but just watched it just now. he's like inspiring, never giving up on his dreams, and super daring, that's what i like. BOLDNESS. although he's young, he's achieving much more than many of us in life. that's kinda sad haha. but i'm sure God has already gone through and planned my future for me. who knows i may be even bigger than justin bieber? HAHA. okay. joking. love that quote especially. it's like so real. these things not only happen to him but to many others as well. maybe not the madison square one cause i've not thought about it before. LOL. but it's like so true. we should never listen to them cause they're not the one who leads your life, YOU are the one who leads YOUR own life. so nothing they say should affect you at all. no one has a say in your life other than yourself, and definitely, God.

thank God for all these inspiring people and stuffs. :)

#89. i love berries! :)

2011-10-25T20:25:00.002+08:00

i made my family delicious berries freezer on sunday! hehe. strawberry, raspberry, blueberry. AWESOMENESS. imagine all the different types of berries blended together. omg. there're like still so many other types of berries. i like mulberry hehe. OH. i love raspberry sorbet. it's like the best. super duper nice. i can totally finish one whole tub of it myself in a day. weeeee. so these few days, school and back home to nua. have been coming home early these few days. hohoho. i love the feeling of nuaing. maybe i'm turning into a zai nu. haha. oh well. at least i'm enjoying myself! now i understand more of zai nu-s alr HAHAHA.

hear the positive and ignore the negative.

#88. i want a ukulele! ;)

2011-10-19T23:19:00.009+08:00

have been eating many good food these few days. which mean, spending lots of money on food. boohoo. money fly fly away into the toilet bowl. one sunday, sandy came to church with me at dhouby and after church, we went for lunch at handmade udon restaurant. spent quite a sum there. awesome udon though. then we moved next door for deserts. fruit tarts. their food tarts are really pretty but not to my liking. it's kinda average to me. i only like one out of the flavors they ordered. probably cause i don't like choco. hehe.

the most recent porks meeting. all present! :) hardly any chance like this. everyone's busy with their own schedule. hard to have a time where everyone's free together. so i went for lunch with rach and min in the afternoon and decided to dine at paradise dynasty where they have colored different flavored xiaolongbao! i'm not a fan of xiaolongbao though. actually, i don't really like them to be exact. haha. but it was kind of unique having tasted the cheese and crab flavored ones. i wanted to get the 8 flavors in one steamer one, but they don't want :( i wanted to try all their flavors. if i get to go there again, i'll get the whole steamer for myself and not order anything else. haha.

so recently was rachy's sissy's, rebecca's birthday. went to their house for a birthday party/ house warming party :) we self-entertained ourselves cause rachy's jc friends were there too, so rachy had to run both sides to entertain her friends. then i had to leave early to celebrate ahhui's birthday at bugis! had korean bbq :) hehe. love the rice cake. price was not too bad, around 23bucks. but there's like a 2 hour time limit so it's kinda rush cause i eat slow. argh. but overall was not too bad. the buffet menu had super lots of spelling mistake, super funny. guess they didn't really care much about it. ohwell. haha. momo was super funny, keep saying lame jokes. we laughed until full. next time buffet go with him must becareful or else he'll make you laugh until you full then you'll be wasting all your money. haha. so everything was kinda entertaining, the food, the people, the many times we sang happy birthday to ahhui. hahaha

so that's all! super alot of good food right. i still ate newyorknewyork for lunch the day before with poly friends. spent like 30 plus for that meal alone :o now i know how i got the extra 8kg. HAHA. but i got to try the fried mars bars rachy had been telling me. everytime i pass by nyny i will think of the fried marsbars. kinda ex, 8.90, but i liked it! :D hehe. i would love to try frying one myself ;) and today we had dinner at coffee club. keep eating at expensive restaurants. omg. need to stop! sandy was going all crazy like drunk crazy cause she was overly tired. haha. super funny. and don't be sad nono! you will get it the next time round :)

oh food. Y U SO DELICIOUS?!?!

i wonder what's wrong. it didn't use to be like that.

#87. God is perfect.

2011-10-12T22:58:00.005+08:00

a random drawing i draw some time back! i think it's like many months ago. found it when i was clearing my messy desktop. it seriously is messy, need a new clean desktop for a brand new semester in school :)

i hate that my braces keeps dropping. what's wrong with the glue :( maybe it's just me and the food that i eat. really need to watch it. it's feeling so uncomfortable now though it's still intact cause of the rubber band but it's movable. you know. it's irritating. and uncomfortable. and everything not good. clearing my desktop and packing my room during the semester break has brought back many memories :) but it's sad how people i used to be close to and talk almost everytime are not in contact with me anymore. we really need to constantly maintain a friendship. friends come and go. i wished they didn't have to go. but it's like inevitable. i wished for a world where everyone will be good to each other, support each other like families does. that world would be totally awesome and perfect. i guess it's only heaven. haha. excited to see what's there! :D

teach me your ways Lord.

#86. i don't know how to feel right now.

2011-10-06T00:29:00.003+08:00

Jesus i really need you right now. please give me wisdom, tolerance, patience, love, grace, favor, to see everything positive, to know that everything happens for a reason and all things works together for good. amen.

#85. i don't mind going to church everyday.

2011-10-02T23:14:00.003+08:00

church have been much more awesome nowadays. guess i've started to listen and stop falling asleep hahaha. yesterday i could hardly sleep a wink but i didn't sleep during service today. i must say i really enjoy going to church now :) hehe. it was all so different from last time. when i was a child i didn't like going for sunday school cause all the nice cartoon programs are on sunday mornings and i could not even catch one of it :( so every morning i would be, "can i don't go?" then i grew up slightly, still in my old church, i slept in practically every preaching. i don't really recall of any i didn't sleep. guess God was preparing me for the grace message in ncc and not get me confused with the mixture of grace and law my previous church was preaching. hehe. thank God :) even now and then, i'll still have my questions and doubts. so if i did pay attention during my previous church's sermon, i guess i'd have even more questions and doubts now, and i may be even skeptical about the grace message being preached. which is BAD. cause i really did receive alot when i'm here :) i like everything about it here. hehe. i was even contemplating whether i should join the youth when i entered. BUT i regretted not joining earlier :( oh well. but it's all over now! God has greater plans for me :)

moving on, sandy came for service with me today! and we went out! yay. just a really chillax meet up today. like a taitai seriously. hagendaz. and we really nua in their circle round chairs since they charged sandy a $1 service charge and gst. so we totally made full use of it ;) don't feel like doing anything these few days! just feel like nuaing at home. don't feel like maintaining any social sites online, including this. i know i said it like soo many times. but i can't bear to do that :( but i'm really getting lazier and lazier. boohoo. bye. off zainuing. xoxo

when i am happy, God is happy. :)

#84. i have imaginary conversations in my head.

2011-10-01T23:20:00.003+08:00

i have them everytime though. and i just had one just now. is that weird? haha. oh well. so on my way walking back home, i was like thinking. what if a guy stranger, walks up to me and ask me for my number, then i would say, erm sorry i'm les. i wonder what his reaction would be HAHAHA. maybe a total turn-off? or the guy acts like he's a girl? LOL. that would be provided if i had the guts to say that, if there ever will be a chance. hahaha. reputation spoil.

fears are inevitable, but if you know how deep Jesus loves you, your fears will disappear.

#83. no one is dependable except jesus.

2011-09-30T23:41:00.007+08:00

many things have happened these few days. procrastinating leads to the inconsistent update of my blog. so i've neatly packed my room :) hehe. awesome. life's good. need to shift a couple of things and i'm done. but somehow i can't really sleep well these few days. maybe it's the new bed arrangement, hope to get used to it soon. need to sleep before 11 before school starts! i was just reminiscing the good old days when i was packing my old antique stuff from eons ago. i'm like a garang guni keeping everything and it's gonna stack up like a mountain in the future. i just can't bear to throw them all away! :( something awesome that happen to me recently is vampire dairies! HAHA. season 3's out! but it's coming out too slowly :( i wished it comes out like daily cause the wait for the next episode each time is killing me. i really like elena, stefan, damon and caroline! :) they're like really awesome actors and nina dobrev's sho pwetty :) hehe. some bad things have happened to me too. issues with myself. it's a battle of my inner self. shall not elaborate more and start with picture updates! :)

the day before brenda got into an accident! and this was her birthday celebration. so i guess it's a really memorable one. haha. please take good care of yourself ahgirl ah. haven't got to meet her much. we need to meet up meet up! :)

and bishan's the place! bishan's tomyam is absolutely the best tomyam ever. OMG. just by thinking of it makes me hungry :( in need of another tomyam outing! ANYONE?!

so the rest was me and my fam in aussie :) somehow, i wish i had a twin. cause you don't have to go on lonely coaster rides and scream alone. if it was the 'me' last time, i wouldn't have done those coaster rides myself. such timidness. but now, God made me grow, so i'm more daring now! :) hehe. but i need more boldness in all areas! please give me more boldness! :D hehe. so i went to movie world, sea world and paradise country in goldcoast. i've been to these 3 places before though, but i have not much recollection on them. they just looked familiar to me. haha. so when it's too young, it's not a good idea to go overseas! if not it's like a wasted trip cause i couldn't remember most of it! but i'm sure the little me enjoyed my time there :) hehe

took a bus down to brissie to my sissie's place to celebrate her 21st! the age of independence. not much happened there cause i've already been there recently and covered the whole area around it on foot ;) hehheh. so something special that happened there is the brisbane festival. more night life than before. and all my sissie's friends said that i look older than her. wonder if i should feel happy or sad. my friends said i look like a kid, so my sissie looks like? a baby? HAHA. ohwell.

okay! so that's all for my life that will be publicized on my blog. the rest are better left unsaid. for my dairy to swallow all the garbage and disappear ;) xoxo

God please give me patience, tolerance and grace towards people. amen.

#82. i did something lame 8 months ago.

2011-08-29T02:17:00.005+08:00

and i kindof remembered it when i was surfing the net, clicking links, and i got to formspring. just to de-stress myself for the time being, i'll do a short post.

so 8 months ago, when lina was still a lame little boliao girl, she decided to ask questions. so she formspring sandy and nono. and she said: hi i'm a stalker and i stalk you right to your doorstep. and take a look at their answers HAHA. i think they still won't know it's me till now if i don't reveal it.

nono: You can try if you want to get kicked in the ass. I'll get my furbies gang to sink their teeth into your flesh and rip you apart. (insert evil laughter)

sandy: Oh wow.

and i re-send that question recently. and i think they don't remembered that they were being re-stalked. HAHAHA. and let's see their reply now.

nono: Haha, very funny.

sandy: ( she doesn't wanna reply *sad face*)

HAHAHA. how different, then and now. and how different, their replies.

#81. i'm afraid of the future.

2011-08-25T21:18:00.002+08:00

who knows what will happen next time. so i'll just live in the moment.

just being random. i wish i could detach my arms and massage my own back. :/

words have power. choose them wisely.

#80. i've been updating tumblr more than blogger!

2011-08-22T23:39:00.001+08:00

haha. i guess tumblr's much easier. when you don't feel like finding any personal pictures or have anything to say, you can just reblog. like a lazy bum. hahaha. so this lazy bum have been updating tumblr on a daily basis and neglecting blogger. awww :(

#79. only god have a say in my life. no others.

2011-08-11T22:44:00.007+08:00

sometimes i feel fine, sometimes i don't. now is the time i don't. maybe cause of all the clashes going on. projects plays a big part in this. argh. must a designer feel this way always. anyway, to pull myself out from reality, i've decided to blog. it's always when i'm looking at pictures, it makes me happy. guess it's because we take pictures when we enjoy that moment and all we captured are the happy moments.

so.. china trip! spent more time with the poly peeps over at guangzhou, and somehow we got closer in one way or another :) kinda miss the times there, be it hanging out together, watching and screaming whenever rainie yang appears or jerry yan does something sweet in the dramas, running around knocking on people's door, using the free washing machine, shopping whenever we got free time, making leather products, playing sports, screaming and running madly when we see an insect nearby, buying stuff from the supermart, climbing five stories to our rooms, talking and chatting, eating maggie noodles, messing around with the stuff we bought, spamming pictures, and doing crazy stuff cause nobody knows us there.

so now for crystal's 21! all grown up! but a forever young looking face. hahaha. went to swissotel to celebrate. didn't see much of her cause she was busy attending to all her other friends and relative, so she's like running here and there cause she's the birthday girl! all attention to her ;) and we decided to wear dresses and heels :) hehe. i love wearing heels. makes me super tall to breathe fresh air :D

fooling around in class. :P it's kinda nice having our very own table. but i would like more privacy. we should have the right to shift to the place we like. as said by the in-charge of my course, we must feel comfortable in our own place. but some teachers just don't understand english and started swopping our seats, and i felt uber uncomfortable in my place at first. kinda pissed. so me and my neighbor sitting beside me decided to shift our tables to a more comfortable place. it was not as comfortable as my place before. but it was better than nothing. i guessed if i moved back, i would be scolded at and nagged at and whatever man. she's just plain bais. i think teachers should have a module to watch a korean drama 'dream high' and learn from the teacher inside. i think the education our teachers have here, is F A I L. no offence. compare it to the ones in the show, it's like comparing heaven and earth. seriously.

on the last note, i miss sandy dandy! hope you're doing well :D all the best for your exams and meet up real soon! :D

god sees me as perfect and whole, not like how the world sees me. my god is the most awesome. :)

#78. my god never fails.

2011-07-19T12:27:00.005+08:00

so these few days, i'm working on my new project! i really wish to score. and i will score! wahahaha. one thing good is that i get my own table, own time, getting a day in a week off, lessons laest till 5.30. will update on the trip and nono's birthday another day. gotta stop procrastinating. haha

although sometimes i may feel disconnected from everything, i know that god will never disconnected me from him. i can always count on him on anything, everything, and anytime. that's my daddy god, who loves me so deeply.

#77. i'm ending the random facts about me at fact 100! HAHA

2011-06-26T21:50:00.003+08:00

BYE PEOPLE. BACK IN 2 WEEKS TIME!

sorry sandy for not uploading the timbre photos before i fly! :( i will when i come back! so this is the teaser! HAHAHA.

love shopping! hope this trip will be great! :)

#76. the camp was life changing.

2011-06-20T23:27:00.006+08:00

LEGACY 2011 WAS JUST AWESOME. received so much, learned so much, experienced so much, bonded so much, everything was just overflowing. really wished that we could all stay longer. i love camps, it's like really awesome. missed all those times where i used to go for all sorts of camps. all level camps, physical education leader camp, obs camp, girl guides camp, etcetc. so anyway, made some new friends, not many but at least there are some :) hehe. so, picture time!

sandy! the picture with axel is for you one! ;) hehe

i love how god can make everything right in the end.

#75. i'm going off to camp later!

2011-06-14T01:44:00.001+08:00

last post before i leave for camp. BYE. ;) can't wait.

#74. i like white curtains!

2011-06-12T23:00:00.003+08:00

out with church buds today. random pit stops as usual, shopping, talking with helium, and didn't managed to get my sandals :( gonna paint my rainbow nails now! :)

it was great.

#73. i'm happy with my life now :)

2011-06-11T16:00:00.004+08:00

YES OMG! i've finally re-vamped my blog. have been procrastinating for so long. love this weekend, no work! and camp's coming! yay. though i have work on monday but heck, i can go for camp the next day :D

and i made this! yay. not the stamp la, but i had to scale it to the perfect size, add the stamp perforations, add the background, add the credits. so i guess it's part of my work ;) hoho. it was like interesting to see them paste the sticker but they were not very 'zi xi '. oh well, it looks presentable still if you don't go close. lol. admire from afarrr.

my first church camp will be a good one.

#72. i'm looking forward to camp.

2011-05-30T13:17:00.003+08:00

i'm like super extreme bored now :(

#71. i spend quite some time thinking about my future house :)

2011-05-25T11:42:00.005+08:00

so yesterday was sandy dandy's birthday! and we celebrated it with her the day before! haha. wanted to stay till 12midnight then we'll be the first ones to wish her happy birthday and give her the first present. but in the end, we did not. aww :/ but nevertheless, we still enjoyed ourselves to the fullest. had dinner at nydc in town, and surprised her with a cheese cake! which is still in my fridge, haven't eaten it yet. BUT i will tonight ;) then minmin had t go home and the rest of us rushed down to the newly renovated shaw for the movie, paul. kinda lame movie, which i won't wanna watch in a theatre(tv maybe?), but i guess it's not so much of the movie but the porks :) then after that we had to head home. kinda short cause i've got work before that :/ and work that day wasn't smooth. got 'scolded' and rushing here and there. argh, don't wanna remember. hope things will run smoother and smoother till i end attachment. AMEN! :) can't wait to go overseas and i'll shop and shop non-stop. hehhehheh.

and before that, the porks came to stayover! :) first time! and i'm honored to be the first one hosting this. HOHO. looking forward to more stayovers in everyone's house. haha. i will buy my penthouse and i'll invite everyone to stayover! like a awesome only. weeee. it was sad that i was kinda tired during the stayover cause i had work before that, then i couldn't take it and so i slept kind of early while the rest of the porks are watching a movie. got up the next day and went to ecp for some exerciseee. we are healthy yo. then sandy had to head home to do her school work. awman. so we went for cycle then dinner there, and had my fav chutchut (however you spell that, if you know what i'm referring to, if not nevermind) HAHA. took lots of pictures of the moon (and i don't know why we were so fascinated about it, it's just a moon) and then, acting like rich kids, we cabbed back. then they took their stuff, and headed home. i like people sending me home. wahahaha! so a word to sum up those 2 days: AWESOMENESS :D

a random photo of the impromptu day we went to newton, and i ate chutchut and i was kinda disappointed :( ohwell.

"you're in my veins, and i cannot get you out."

#70. most of my blog posts are lagged. LOL

2011-05-24T11:30:00.006+08:00

120511 was an awesome day. work was rather light since i get to go out halfway to collect a poster, so i got some time off work :) heh. and the most awesome part was after work. met with sansan manman nono for salted caramel and dinner. ate salted caramel, then had meatball soup, then had avocado milkshake :D hoho. and nono signed up for salted caramel. yay. bigger scoops of ice cream. HAHA. then the moment came. we saw rachrach’s tweet. “craving for my thomson fishball noodles that i can't have :(” DINGDONG! and the crazy moments came. so.. we were at thomson, and rachrach was not with us, why not we dabao for her? and mission starts. hahaha. so after nono had a talk with the manager of salted caramel, we went to rachrach house.

mission was a half success though. we were hoping she would open the door and be totally surprise by the note and the fishball noodles. awww. so we rang the doorbell like quite anumber of times but no one opened the door, so we were like thinking was it because the note was blocking the door-peep-hole, whatever that’s called. HAHA. so we decided to call her house cause she was not picking up her handphone. so papa rachrach picked up the call and had to wake rachrach up from her lalaland to recieve this package from the ‘4 fairies’ (like what rachrach says) haha. if rachrach didn’t sleep so early i think she’ll have the shock face with teary eyes and paiseh voice. HAHAHA. oh wellll. but at least the fishball noodles was delivered safely into her hands! hehe. then we all had to head home. aww. there was no more train for me to take back! and so i walked home from toapayoh. nah. THANK GOD THERE WAS 56. i think i took the last 56 bus back. so i had to walk from another bus-stop back home. a long dark and ulu road. but it was not too bad with my lovely mp3 and my not so wild imagination. ;)

okay so that sums up my unusual thursday with the porks.

my fingers are totally freezing in the 20degrees workplace room while i’m typing. brr.

we would do crazy things for our friends :)

#69. i love nature.

2011-05-03T21:20:00.007+08:00

if possible, i would like to have a cottage. far from the busy stressing town. just alone, on the cliff, facing the sea, feeling the sea breeze, waking up to the sunlight that shines through my 100 feet long balcony. dreams.

so these few days, work has it's ups and downs. somehow, i wouldn't want a working life like this. i don't think i will enjoy working the rest of my life like this. it's not exactly bad, but i want the best and this is not the one. i like being outdoors, instead of being trap in a room facing a computer. if you give me a job to sweep up fort canning park and you pay me the same as an office job, i would definitely take up the sweeping job compared to the office job.

the day we walked from clark quey, to work place, to bugis, to peace centre, to bus stop, then back home, in nono's wedges. i just love walking ;)

this is the day where hmm. okay. i think nothing much happened. just dinner, a get together and definitely spamming of pictures :) hehe

the red pig long sleeve day! a birthday celebration for our dearest xiny min min. authentic korean food was awesome. korean atmosphere, korean food, korean language, korean songs, korean tv, korean boss, korean soju, anything korean. :D hehe except some of the staffs working there, but they can speak korean too. awesomeness. haha. hope you like the present xinminmin! :D hehe. you should activate your facebook! grrr. haha. although that day was really warm, but we all sticked to the theme and dress accordingly :) weee. sadly, birthday girl had a curfew so we had to leave. sandy left too, and the rest of us walked to rocher tauy huay but didn't buy anything, due to our dilly and dallying, it was late so manda dabao-ed home her tauy huay while the rest of us went home empty handed. HAHA. and i gulped down the rest of the soju and guess what?! nothing happened -.- was kinda disappointed >:/ haha. cause it was so bitter and i didn't really like it but i wanted to know what it feels like to be drunk HAHA. joke. oh well.

and finally.. introducing my church friends! kinda getting bonded with them now ;) hehe. i'll start taking more pictures~ hoho.

the end! a really really all-chap-in-one post heh heh.

i hope nothing goes wrong. somehow, maybe, i shouldn't have said it.

#68. i love to cuddle :D

2011-04-28T22:11:00.002+08:00

that's why i love big fluffy animals. get me a polar bear? please? :)

it's the right place at the right time.

#67. i like bright places, it makes me feel happy :)

2011-04-12T10:34:00.006+08:00

"Don't let the opinions of the average man sway you. Dream, and he thinks you're crazy. Succeed, and he thinks you're lucky. Acquire wealth, and he thinks you're greedy. Pay no attention. He simply doesn't understand."

these few days have been, wake up early, work, lunch, work, back for dinner, slack, tv, sleep. haha. like a routine over and over. and i've been messaging like crazy ever since i got my unlimited sms plan. hohoho. fingers pain and phone sot already. hahaha. just a short post. buaiz

#66. i love messaging :)

2011-04-10T21:29:00.002+08:00

i will not regret the choices i have made. let the past be past and move one. looking forward to a better time the lord has planned for me. although it's not like i'm having the worst job, in fact it's kinda not bad, but who doesn't like to just slack around and doing the things you like? imagine your job is what you like to do. how awesome will that be. your job like a hobby and you'll totally look forward to your job. i don't really like the timings of my job. but it disciplines me to sleep early. which is good. i wish i don't have to squeeze in the train with all the working adults. that's one thing i don't like about starting work early in the morning. and when working, it's like a whole new different environment. work is work. personal is personal. hmm. yet to find a company which is like a family, taking things easy and comfortable but yet still produces results. i guess that would be the best company to work in. i'm kinda enjoying my life right now though. i shall have a positive mindset about life to make myself happier :) there are pros and cons to every job. somehow, the grass is always greener on the other side. distance is what makes everything so beautiful.

i really want to go for camp. fellowship, worshipping, whatever it is. miracles happen. and it will be unto me. amen

2011-04-07T15:12:00.003+08:00

yesterday when i was having lunch. it started to drizzle. then when we ate finish, it still was drizzling. then when i entered my workplace, the rain poured. POURED. like super damn heavy. thank god. if not i would be late back from lunch cause the rain lasted for quite long, but it stopped before i went back :) hehe THANK GOD.

oh and my hammie gave birth to 5 babes. and all 5 died after i came back from work yesterday :( and when i was clearing them, i touched them and they were all so cold. :( i dunno why my hammie's like breathing hardly. hope nothing happens to her.

it's not so bad after all :)

#65. i feel blessed nowadays :)

2011-04-02T23:36:00.003+08:00

kinda lazy to write but pictures of some things that happened during my holidays :) awesomeness!

#64. when i'm bored or waiting, i will feel like sleeping.

2011-03-18T14:16:00.004+08:00

crazy crazy day yesterday. didn't know taking pictures can actually be exercise. people must be wondering what are we doing, but who cares ;) so we were like cabbing here and there. from bishan to ikea to nex. like a rich kidzxz only. LOL. so we caught no strings attached and missed a bit of the beginning. not too bad a movie. everytime when i watch a movie, it would make me feel like i'm in that country that they filmed it in. like a fantasy. awman I FEEL LIKE TRAVELING. :(

and my hammy gave birth! :D hehehe. hope it's yellow blues and pearl whites :) or pudding or pearl pudding also can! HAHAHA.

picture of 1 day old sexy babes!

sometimes it's not as perfect.

#63. i like ashy grey hair and eyes :)

2011-03-14T02:16:00.002+08:00

i want to hear you.

#62. most of my books are read halfway.

2011-03-09T11:29:00.003+08:00

lovelovelove this song! ♥

some picca from sunday. went to catch black swan. and that days was super duper bloated. had super full tom yum at thai express, avocado milkshake! :D (but disappointing), one whole large pop corn, large coke. manzxzx. bloated max. oh well. we wore heels on that day too and we were walking all around finding plasters HAHA. not exactly but brenda was walking super slowly because she forgot to bite her heels and she said the heels was biting her -.-

move it!

#61. sometimes i will not reply message just simply because there are no question marks.

2011-03-03T22:11:00.003+08:00

don't ask me why either. i don't know. haha. but what i know is that i use a pre-paid card, so it's not like i have unlimited sms-s. lol. but if there's a need to reply like maybe eg. HELP!!! -as the example shows, there are no question marks, but not to worry, i'll reply that. HAHA.

so updates-

went for a school trip to a printing factory starlight. no taking pictures in the factory sadly so we brought our camcam for nothing but thank god mine was the tiny digital one. tiny, light, portable (Y)

then i met nono for a trip to serangoon! it's always a wonder that we stay at serangoon for so long just by shopping for pet stuffs. same last time, and now. hahahaha. oh the memories~ then i went to her place to get noodles for dinner and to visit the babes. best thing about pigs, they don't bite even if you don't tame it. awesome rightzxzx.

then finally the farewell dinner at yuki yaki or yaki yuki (lol) to sherman didi. all the guys are going army one by one, and all will be getting bald one by one. hahaha. oh well. take care bubblyzxzx! i hope i can have just a little of his height. :/ but this dinner was not worth it, because me and nono went for shopping and reached there like one hour before last order time. imagine stuffing all $24.50 worth of food and ice-cream within one hour. urgh. and me and nono totally ate like separately haha, cause we opened a new table then it was like joleen, simin, terence and sherman one group, nono and i another. like a funny. oh well. second time there! enjoyed the peppermint ice-cream most :P

is this why?

#60. i'm feeling more sensitive than usual these days -.-

2011-02-26T10:34:00.002+08:00

there are so many things i have to do this holiday. i'm gonna

pluck out my wisdom tooth. 4. ouch :(

re-arrange my room/ pack my room

kick the habit of being late. sorry :(

#59. sometimes, i have thoughts of giving it all up.

2011-02-20T13:06:00.002+08:00

i'm being pushed to my limits.

#58. i think pictures are deceiving.

2011-02-12T13:09:00.005+08:00

you see pictures, then you edit them and post them up the internet. they totally look awesome. but it often is not as awesome as you think it is. so i deduced, pictures are deceiving because they don't see the whole picture. this phrase is like contradicting though. haha. moving on.

so guys,

guess where i spent first few minutes of my birthday went? facebook? msn? blogging? twitter? tumblr? youtube? with friends? celebrating?

DEH! i spent it at home........ (wait for the best part)

doing my projects. thankyouverymuch.

i can say this birthday was really screwed up. but when everything was about to end, darling porkies came to the rescue. that was the best part of this day. i was really tired, i didn't really expect much, i was already falling asleep in the bus to sandy's house. sorry for my expressionless face :( somehow i wished i was more drama mama then i could like jump cry dance whenever wherever.

but

THANK YOU VERY MUCH sandy dandy rachie darchie nolly dolly (HAHA)

including manda panda (HAHA) i know you'll come if you're not badly sick :)

then the next day which was sherman didi's birthday! the forever one day younger than me boyboy. HAHA. but he's like shooting up to the ceiling already, like a tally dolly. lol. so bren planned a peacies bbq at her place but failed. cause of the sad rainy weather. so we ate at j8 manhattan fish market, after much deliberations. -.- and brenda totally stood out like a sore thumb (okay that was random, it just sounded cool) so she really stood out with her hot pink spaghetti looking top, croc bear paw looking shoes, super short like no shorts shorts, and her forever golden lion hair with a bushy pop out like a stick pony tail. if she puts a pouch at her waist, guess what she'll look like. HAHAHA. so funny. okay just kidding yeah i still love you ;)

so nono and renice was like super quiet throughout cause they're really tired. so their whole meal at mfm was totally silent (Y) and that brenda was with all her nonsense asked us to take a totally hilarious photo with all of the feb birthday babies. like a funny only. but i'm guessing when we grow up we'll look back at this photo and laugh like mad.

when the rest left, we hanged out a little, played arcade bball with nono to make her feel not so tired and succeeded and walked down and stopped awhile outside the station and sandy now was feeling tired and fooled around a little and went back home. ♥

what if everyday was like that without projects? ♥

#57. i've got the urge to end my internet life.

2011-02-01T00:55:00.001+08:00

この友情は永遠に続くよう

#56. i look at pictures, remember, and smile. :)

2011-01-18T00:14:00.005+08:00

projects pilling up like :(

i like things without deadlines then i'll take my time to do them and the finish will be with quality instead of everything squashed together and the finish is always not up to standard. and we may be required to redo our projects for our attachment thingy.

i like how i de-stress when i meet my friends and everything will be forgotten for that moment. when everything ends, i come back to reality.

you guys are forever and i'm sure about that. ♥

#55. i've got too many sites to maintain.

2011-01-09T22:09:00.005+08:00

maybe i'll just stick to tumblr, or facebook, or twitter, or blogspot, or msn, or whatever. lol. just one. argh, but i can't make up my choice of which one. tumblr has many interesting pictures and quotes, facebook has many pictures, twitter has instant updates, blogspot is my own space, msn is free and i can chat with peope cause i'm using a prepaid card so i can't spent too much on my phone. oh god. kinda tired of having them all at once. hah.

i really look forward to a better year this year. i need some changes to be made. more positive to come and negative to go.

i'll try to hear the good and eliminate the bad.

#54. what's up with backstabbers?

2010-12-23T23:59:00.001+08:00

erm thanks alot. (sarcastic)

#53. the world becomes an uglier and uglier place as i grow older.

2010-12-12T15:33:00.003+08:00

pictures can be deceiving, not specified at anyone but in general. but i believe everyone has a bad side and definitely a good side. like children, they are all very innocent then as they grow older, the world influences them and the changes begin. i hope i will not be badly influenced by everything that changes as time pass.

some shanghai photos i didn't get to post before~

it's kinda sad as it was a super really short trip. like 5 days. how much of shanghai can you cover in 5 short days, but basically most of our time spent were inside shanghai expo. it's so freaking big that you need months to finish all the pavilions. okay maybe if i cross out all the queuing and stuff, probably a few weeks. imagine i have a VIP card and they close the whole area just for me to have a tour around, WOW. spectacular.

it's a pity.

#52. i thought design course was fun.

2010-12-11T13:50:00.004+08:00

alright, design course IS fun and interesting and new and all that is good, BUT, the projects are really killing all of us here. can you imagine where you have to do your projects over christmas or new year, yes, that's exactly what's gonna happen to me. yipee. i really hope that i could at least have some time to rest and spend time with my friends and family, now my time for my friend and family is really cutting down alot. i remember how the blossomz always going out together, but we hardly meet each other now. and i can say, i'm kinda dried up with the ideas here. inspirations doesn't really come that quick for me, or maybe i'm not thinking hard enough cause my attention span is kinda short i guess. haha. and now's finally weekend where i can rest and laze around and go to church (iloveit:) )but when the week begins, that's where the hectic work starts.

i think my fringe is starting to annoy me -.-

#51. i want hair like rapunzel! :D

2010-12-09T10:36:00.003+08:00

rapunzel was awesome :) totally felt like a fairy-tale when i was watching. awww. and mandy moore's voice is super great. haha. i like voice actors, it's like their voice is so nice like barbie's voice, kelly sheridan. hahaha. aw man. i want a fairy tale life.

i don't want just a normal life. i want an exciting one.

#50. you can hardly take nice photos in singapore because of the sky.

2010-11-30T22:04:00.002+08:00

apparently, the sky in singapore is really depressing. hardly you can see the sky, it's always the clouds and the whole sky would be grey-ish white. while you're overseas, you are able to get good photos with the wide blue sky with the bright sunlight and the green green grass. and you have 4 different seasons to take nice photos. maybe god should make the earth turn in a way where all the countries will get a chance to experience the 4 different season. that would be cool :)

and i would love natural disasters. not those super serious one where people would die from :( , but those really nice and artistic ones so that i can take photos. chasing after tornados, standing in an open field under lightning storms, on the volcanic mountain, on cracked road after an earthquake, and much more.

pictures from failed gym session at kaiwen's. cause i left my clothes and towel at the back of my car. :( so much for the attire.

it is because of you, this happened.

#49. i want to chop and sell off my hair to earn money :D

2010-11-22T11:18:00.002+08:00

polaroids from yunwen's camera :) i feel that i look weird in them. oh well. it's tempting me to get one polaroid camera. ahno has one though.

AHNO MUST BRING OKAY! bring on friday also can :) hehehe.

positive. positive thinking.

#48. i love avocado! :)

2010-11-21T21:34:00.002+08:00

i should make it a point to update every weekend. busy busy busy hectic week ahead. awman. sissie is coming back on tuesday! :) hehe. means, i have somebody at home to talk to when i stay up, i'll have more snacks to snack on, maybe i'll have some avocados to make my avocado milkshake. AWESOME (Y)

so sudden meet up with renice, yishih and noren after school one fine day after i self-invited myself to their meet up. LOL. and caught up, play monopoly deal (again), ate hagen daz, went to the handicap toilet to take piccas, went to the community centre to find a plug for my lappy, added tons of people to renice's profile (all guys), talk talk and talk. :)

awesome madness crazy insane day. :D

i know God is molding me to be more like him by letting me meet you in my life.

#47. some people are just plain jealous but they don't admit it thus they pull people down to their standards.

2010-11-20T22:28:00.005+08:00

i've got so much to update about! (that's what you get when you don't update consistently) i hope i will have more time updating cause i've been really busy with school and random stuffs on the internet. argh. bad habit. i need to get off the net, if not i'll have no time for other things.

so recently, i've been to the anime festival at suntec and it's my first time there! :) and i didn't expect so many people to be there. i was shocked that there was a queue to get the tickets. cause eudora told us you can purchase the ticks like in advance from a shop at funan, so we went there one fine day after school and reached at 6.30 and there was a queue -.- the ticks were arriving at 7.00, so i was kinda awed cause i thought that not much people will go. haha. and i was so wrong. the hall was packed and rather squeezy at some areas. went to the butler cafe cause fion and shuwen wanted to see their shuai ge-s. and the meal was totally expensive, and not worth it at all. we are paying for the service by the shuai ge-s and that's it. took a picture with 2 of them and paid $7 for their faces. HAHA. hmm, let's say, it's the experience i'm paying for. lol.

and i think cos-playing is fun, cause you put 3cm thick make up, wear a wig, your attire and you walk around and no one recognize you (except as the anime character. duh) but it's like super cool. HAHA. no one knows the real you. nice, i like (Y)

somehow, i feel happier when you're not around.

2010-11-05T12:44:00.002+08:00

met up with the long lost rachy and manda that day which i forgot which day was it already. haha. and we kind of disturbed them when they were suppose to study. i'm so sorry :( called noren along and catch up many many :) sadly sandy couldn't join us, if not it'll be a big reunion. :) hehe. and i tried their really expensive 3.80 avocado juice where they used half an avocado, lots of condense milk, water and ice. boohoohoo. i like the one mummy made, which is lots of avocado, milk, abit of water and ice. (Y) and drank tom yum soup for dinenr which was quite nice but the cleaning lady took it away thinking i did not want it anymore when i was buying my avocado drink :( and spend most of our time later on self entertaining on rach and no's iphone playing talking tom. HAHA

and the next day, sandy wanted to go novena, again. awman. but anyway, it's convenient for me :) ate donut factory and went to soghurt. talked about how confused ah bang is, and went home. hahaha

no nothing.

#46. i have super nice friends :D

2010-11-01T23:05:00.003+08:00

seriously, they are damn super nice to the apple core (rachy's creation) totally love them. normally people will just ignore your requests to help them do surveys, like my other poly friends, but all my friends replied and helped me do. they are so nice can. seriously. i can't express how blessed am i to have them! :) thank god for lovely, nice, helpful, awesome friends. ♥

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s/9RXZ6C3

#45. if all my close friends are in my class, i will not mind if i have tons of projects to do, cause i will enjoy them much more.

2010-10-24T17:04:00.002+08:00

a totally last minute dinner out with san and no. after taking pictures for my project around orchard, met up with blossom 1 and 3. they came to orchard cause they knew i was at orchard doing my project. awwwwww so sweet of them :) hehe. ahno felt abit sick but she still stayed to have dinner. iloveyouahnono! but i dislike your eye drop for making me cry :( HAHAHA. she bought this eye drop that has this feeling like you put chilli in your eye, hot and spicy. and she likes it. wow. haha. ate fish and co. and stayed in ion's toilet for like REALLY long. i hope people won't find us weird for spamming pictures in the toilet for so long. heh.

projects are pilling up :(

#44. i feel like keeping hamsters again. hmm.

2010-10-17T21:09:00.005+08:00

so i went to science centre with my family one fine day about a week ago. sarah was like acting like a tourguide giving us directions, and so i asked my mum if i was like this when i was young, and yes. i was. HAHA. oh well. looking at the hamsters and gerbils there make me wanna keep hamsters again. i remembered when i have like 30 over hamsters in my house, that was insane and driving everyone crazy cause of the maintenance i have to keep everyday. hahaha. but looking at the off-springs was really nice. and they are totally adorable tothemax! awww :)

but the gerbils there are like super sleepy? they walk with their eyes half closed -.- are they like drugged or what. haha

i want winter, spring, fall, minus summer. :)

#43. i used to hate taking photos.

2010-10-16T18:44:00.008+08:00

but when i look through photo albums, i sometimes don't remember being there, so i need to take more pictures so that i will remember. my memory :( booo.

so our outing this time was not so failed. cause much more people came :) went to ahno's mama pub to celebrate blossom four's birthday :) dabao-ed chomps and went there to eat (Y) i'm not sure if the surprise was a success or not cause blossom four didn't scream and cry HAHAHA. maybe he was inside? awwww. we are so nice right :P hehe. so took many many group photos. many like candid shots. push here push there and knock here knock there. and i fell down, and my right knee got blood :( but only abit. haha. oh well, we had great fun :D

last picture dedicated to blossom 4! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D

live like there's no tomorrow.

#42. i'm having my ftt test tomorrow! ahhh!

2010-10-11T21:35:00.003+08:00

went back to nyp to find ahnono for lunch. this holiday, i've been going back to nyp like quite often. lol. i seriously need to do some design stuff these few days. school's starting next week and i've been slacking the whole holiday :( boo.

ahnono have to be very honored. blossom 2, 3 and 4 went to nyp for one hour specially for her to have lunch with her. awwww. we're such sweethearts ♥ HAHAHA. wore the blossom watches :) then went to ahno's workplace for awhile. chit chat there then i went to sandy's house to help her classmate choose class. like war. lol. but i used her sissy's macbook but fail, even slower than sandydandy's lappy. haha. but sandy got in her class! :) hehe. but currently one of her friend didn't get in. all the best to her :)

ftt tomorrow! gosh. i hope i do well! nervoussss.

the friendship that will last forever.

#41. i think there are alot of talented people. especially on youtube.

2010-10-09T17:18:00.002+08:00

it's really cool how people write music and it comes out really nice and everyone listens to it. it's a talent indeed. same goes for production, where you shoot a movie then everyone watches it because all the camera angles are right and really interesting and it captures people.

i want to have talents like that.

2010-10-05T20:24:00.009+08:00

shanghai shanghai shanghai!
i guess this will be more of a picture post. the company was awesome! :D hehe. funny people.

so...
i visited the oriental pearl tower (^-^), stand on transparent glass looking down at tiny people that looked like ants (O.O), went to the museum where all the others were waiting for us to come out (^-^"), ate delicious bread papa (^o^), a depressed shopping trip at cheng huang miao which we bought nothing much (._.), checked into the hotel which was 4 stars but it doesn't seemed like it was (-_-"), woke up early to visit shanghai world expo (^.^), queued like siao to visit the UK and france pavilion (@_@), went to the singapore pavilion where we just showed our passport to enter (￣∀￣), and i forgot if we went anywhere that night (￣∩￣) i think we met up with ms ong at the bund and i had to drink a really sweet hot pearl milk tea from a straw because they went out of ice (＝◇＝"), went to expo the next day where we queued even longer for the korea pavilion (T.T), went up the expo culture centre which looks like a gigantic round thing (・∀・), went back with one tiny godiva chocolate which is 4 sing dollars (Ｔ▽Ｔ), gave the last chocolate to teacher and one of our friends went to disturb the person staying next to the teacher because the guy came out to scold us for making too much noise that they wanted to sleep (≧∇≦), did not go to the expo the next day instead we went shopping at a street where it's like haji lane which we spent 2 hours eating the most delicious meal in shanghai which was a japanese buffet and which i bought most of my stuffs there at the "shanghai haji lane" (^▽^), shopped the whole day and tried to get a taxi back but we could not get one so the teacher and us gave up and we went for foot massage where a shuai ge help me massage (^ω^"), then went to meet up with 2 of our friends in expo at night and had so much fun running around to enter closing pavilions and taking pictures of brightly lighted pavilions and taking funny continuos shots with crystal's camera (⌒▽⌒), the next day we visited a design college which was much like place for people to hang out and chat ( ゜∀゜), then went back to the street where people smoked like it's nobody's business but this time no smoke because the pub opens at night so we took pictures of the vintage buildings there and i drank a cup of starbucks green tea (θωθ), the tour guide introduced the magnet train which holds the world record of traveling over 400km/hour where she collected 80 rmb to buy the tickets and one of our friend went to check out the price and realized that we had been tok-ed by the guide that she collect extra 30 rmb but had fun on the train however the fastest it went was only 301km/hour (´ー｀), arrived at the airport shortly and did last minuted shopping and went into the plane where i totally love their food and their smell and their whatever (*°∀°).

enjoyed the shanghai trip overall :D hehe. but i didn't buy much things :/ and i left so much money, to think i changed so much. boo :(

faith is ultra high these few days! much in love. thank god :)

#40. hardworking people are always picked on. PUI

2010-10-01T21:51:00.005+08:00

lazy to upload shanghai and other photos :( boo

should i say jealous much?

#39. chewing too much makes my jaws tired and my teeth hurt.

2010-09-16T22:23:00.003+08:00

so i have been snacking alot lately. like cuttlefish. (cuttlefish rocks) haha. and my teeth hurts :( boo. i think cause they got stuck in my braces and makes them tight and i brush them out and it still hurts. bleh. so i should be reading up design books and stuff, but you'll always catch me slacking off in front of my computer watching dramas. :( i realize the thing that keeps me on the internet are the shows. HAHA. if there are no shows on the net, i think i probably won't stay on that long. lolll. so that's all for the not so exciting update of my life. boo.

somethings are just unpredictable, aren't they.

#38. i will get really excited before the day i go overseas and i will not be able to sleep.

2010-09-14T01:27:00.005+08:00

goodbye sandy dandy! we will miss you! :(

went to school to hand up the cheque for my shanghai trip then met ahnono and ahsansan. :) my prata was so hard when i ate it, it was suppose to be crispy :( boo. cause i went back to give the cheque which was quite a distance from the north canteen. blah. oh well. then ahnono had to go back to work. then sandydandy talktalk as she watch me eat finish my prata. hahaha. then we went to find ahnono at her workplace. took photos and printed them so sandy can bring to hongkong and can see our faces. HAHAHA. :) awwww. then went j8 and then went backkk. early day today. :) looking forward to shanghai! :D

#37. it would be great if i could only look at the good points of people. but i am trying! :)

2010-09-08T23:17:00.006+08:00

blah. haven't been updating these few days. like a zai nu watch drama and anime and slacking. but definitely going out to meet the most adorable people in the world! ♥

so recently met up with the 2 people who are always missing in our outings, manda and rachie! and the always go out ahnono! haha. but ahnono joined us later after our lame movie- vampire sucks. like lame only. but they the impostors are really doing a great job. haha. ahnono joined us at nebo to study, apparently. so much for our study sessions. like 99.9% fail one. then took photos with ahnono's new dslr. wanna compete with me ah! hahaha. but it's not bad. got a vintage-gy feel, like some film camera. the only thing it's the protruding lens when you zoom, it bothers me and i don't know why. HAHA.

today went out with poly peeps to wild wild wet. and i saw a shuai looking lifeguard there. keep splashing water at us and so we got our revenge as well. heh heh heh. now i still feel like i'm on the float in the water being pushed by the currents. hahahaha

so the first few are the most recent pictures then the rest are all outdated. and i mean really outdated. lol.

back to kcp, then suki sushi with nono and joy peeps then orchard to meet up with rach and man. but i don't think the teachers remembers me :( i'm not the very smart student. i'm not the very loud student. i'm not the very outstanding student. so like i kinda blend in secondary school. ohwell. but i still love it! it has made me found god's give to me. the bestest friends in the entire world! :D

poly outings! kinda all outdoor. LOL. healthy manz. botanic garden followed by cycling. bith different days. the cycling totally made my leg realize how much i have not been making use of them. it hurts so badly that i could hardly sleep that night :( booo.

ending of with this! san, nono, and nana outing. went to san's workplace then dinner then photo taking :)

somehow looking at shuai ge and mei nu makes me happy :) i sound like some sicko here. HAHA

2010-08-22T22:27:00.004+08:00

happy legal 18 to brendayapxinyi :) my secondary one pink friend who sat beside me making all sorts of noises and getting me scolded by the teacher. HAHA.

every year we'll celebrate it at pizzahut, so this year's definitely the same :) came down from cylvi's chalet where we had 2 session of $8 kbox. cheap and niceee. hehe. the table was so squeezy that we hardly have space to eat. oh well. but it's cosy eating altogether. awww. bren's boy came to meet her and they left while the rest of us went to the arcade then outside hagen daz to slack and take pictureees. awesome tired day though.

i brought my freaking heavy camera for nothing. to the chalet then to pizzahut. NO MEMORY CARD. how great. boo. at least yishih brought her cam, without memory card again but noren put in hers. haha. forgetful me and yishih. i'll remember next time! :D

it's getting worst?

#36. i miss ahno and sandy! :(

2010-08-14T22:23:00.011+08:00

i've been in outer space these few days. argh. now i'm left with one more project and i can fully enjoy my holidays :) i hope this holiday will be a fulfilling one. not too much slacking though. and catching up with my darlings whereever they are. hehe :)

so laggy posting going on here. this is FOP 2010. love planet shakers to the max. didn't manage to get high though. we sat like behind the stage, looking at all their backs. HAHA. first time. leonard could not make it that friday so no one to help to kop seats if not we'll be sitting right in front of them already okay! :P hahaha. looking forward to the next FOP in 2011. i want hillsong now :) hehe. and the pictures are all fail, like blur only. haha.

national day = FAIL :(

the fireworks are FAIL. the people squeezing are FAIL. the heat is FAIL. ALL FAIL, except the company :D i'm glad i transferred into kcp, if not i'll not have met these awesome bunch of people who made my life wonderful ♥

manymany pictures! and terence's unglams. who ask you block the cam when we taking picture! hahaha

miss you miss you :)

#35. i would like to thank god for everything :)

2010-07-18T22:14:00.005+08:00

threading mission= fail

but

enjoyment= successful :D

so we went to kaiwen's place for gym then mac delivery and it took them over 2 hours to deliver it? and it's my first time somemore. FAIL. i hate mac delivery! >:( i was so tired waiting for them that i doze off. oh well. so we stayed on at kaiwen's place and had an awesome photoshoot time. flying cockroach, color walls, pushing beds, messy hair, craziness, till late at night. took a taxi back home :) and thank god we got the taxi before 12! so it's so much cheaper compared to getting it after 12. heh.

that theory doesn't work in this context. hah.